Friday, April 11, 2014

Say something

I ve been listening to this song over and over again this past few months and I really cant get over it. Its really that good. This song really brings back memories and also how much I love a girl  but we can just only be friends. Its sad sometimes but I guess what is meant to be is meant to be. I don't want to go over those boundaries and spoil the friendship of what we have now. I know you readers out there would be saying u kinda deserve it since you don't want to do a thing to get out of the comfort zone but its not like I haven't tried before. I did and got friendzoned but until today I still love her. Some people would think that the things I do for her kinda shows I want to make her like me but its not that all. To me, the things I do just gives me happiness and I really don't expect much in return. I don't expect her to suddenly fall in love with me with what I have done. I am just doing what I can do in my best abilities to make everyone happy around me. I have been that guy that has always been a bad liar and always don't feel really nice to keep secrets from someone unless I have to. In this case, I have to. In fact, I already tried to cover up most of my tracks so she will never find out what I really did. Its those secrets that I will take to my grave and regretting at the same time but it has to be done to preserve that friendship. I know I don't have good looks or even possess the best body shape but that is not the end of the world I guess. There are always ways of changing. Afterall I guess I have stumbled and fall and im still learning to love and still have lots to learn

Anyways just a random rant I have... and to end it ill put the last part of the lyrics in


And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you