Without you

Thought i just share this with everyone :)

Bucket full of tears

babe you know Im here

Im here waiting

Close your precious eyes

and just realize

Im still fighting

For you to be with me

and sit under this tree

and we can watch the sunrise,

we can watch the sunrise

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

I know it feels 

like no ones around

but baby you’re wrong

Just get rid of the fear

promise that Im here

I’ll never be gone

So baby come with me

we can fly away and we can watch the

stars shine

And baby you can be my love

Oh

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

Without you 

Hold on I promise its gets brighter

and when it rains I’ll hold you even tighter

I won’t go another day without you

Without you 

This is me tonight

no more games and no more lies

and I know its right

cause of the way you look into my eyes

and when I hold you tight

the worries disappear Im glad you’re in my life

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

Hold on I promise its gets brighter

and when it rains I’ll hold you even tighter

I won’t go another day without you

Without you 

And I won’t go another day,

Without you

11 signs that you are in love

Well i got this off a post from happy bunny and i tot of sharing it ;)

Eleven:
You walk really slow when you are with them 

Ten:
You feel shy whenever they're around 

Nine:
You smile when you hear their voice 

Eight:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her 

Six:
They're all you think about 

Five:
You realize you're always smiling when you are looking at them 

Four:
You would do anything for them, just to see them 

Three:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time 

Two:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing 

One:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself

DID You have most of those? well i did... hmm... maybe its time.... oh well..... ta for now ;)

Beauty and the Beast Duet originally by Celine Dion & Peabo Bryson COVER

TO make You Feel My Love

When the rain is blowing in your face

And the whole world is on your case

I could offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear

And there is no one there to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet

But i would never do you wrong

I've known it from the moment that we met

No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry i'd go black and blue

I'd go crawling down the avenue

No there's nothing that i wouldn't do

To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret

Though winds of change are blowing wild and free

You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy make your dreams come true

Nothing that i wouldn't do

Go to the ends of the earth for you

To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love

By Bob Dylan 

NEW YEAR!!!

Happy new Year everyone!!! My new year resolutions... i cannot be bothered about posting new stuff unto my blog.. yes.. im getting lazy during the holidays mainly cause i got so many other chores to do which has killed my interest in almost everything.. all i want to do is shut my brain off and stare at the "box with colours" in front of me ...

Anyways since its the new year.. i would like to say that it must be the year that i change for the better. Time to leave my past behind.. no more gf means more freedom to find a new one i guess haha.. but oh well like what my friends have told me.. enjoy the single life.. but i cant help but to feel lonely inside sometimes because i have been lonely my whole life.. i mean besides always being with my parents, life has always been pretty quiet as i dont have any brothers or sisters... so in all my relationships i have pushed myself to always cater to my gf and really care for her.. sometimes i feel that is my moto.. to love and care 100% for the one i love.. which in the long run never did me any good.. as it never lasts long.. maybe cause i still havent found the right one huh.. hmm.... oh well.. time will only tell.. we will always fall but that to me is the most awesome part.. it teaches u many lessons and u learn to be a better person and learn to be more matured.. haha..

Well.. i would just take this opportunity to thank my ex for teaching me alot of stuff of being a better person and i really did appreciate the stuff learned and i dont whole any grudges against her.. she was just awesome even though she had flaws.. who doesnt... we are all imperfect. Thats how all relationship grow anyways the fact that we have to live and learn and know each other pretty well.. for me i guess because we just had different paths to follow which made us not suitable after a while.. and sooo it has lead to the end of my relationships and into the single life.

There are kinda rumours going on that i actually like a girl but truth is.. i just feel that we are friends.. nothing more.. I was just being a little bit caring cause she had problems thats all so i hope that rumour would just die down afterawhile but i cant be bothered now anyways as i have new targets of my own.. wahahaa.. yes.. im desperate some might say but hey its good to have crushes once in a while. Good to keep that heart pumping... hahaha.. but..

THE MAIN AIM IS TO GRADUATE!!!! OMG!!!.. really wasting life to get stuck in monash.. if i continue the lecturer would be my best pal... keep on meeting the lecturer.. lolz.. and oh yah..

I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE TO THE BADMINTON CLUB AND ITS MEMBERS AS I WOULD BE STEPPING DOWN FROM MY PRESIDENT POST!! 


Unfortunately that was one of the conditions that my parents had given me in order for me to return to Australia to continue my studies.. So i would like to apologize to everyone for pulling out now and thank you to everyone who voted for me.. I hope i would still be able to help the club out from time to time and regretly never got to show my promise of running the club to please the members. 


And i think that should be it for now.. kinda regret with some of the things i have done in the past but what is done is done and now i have to move forward... into the future...of 2011.. hope its going to be a good year seriously.. i need all the luck i can get!!! .. and also to everyone.. i hope this year would be another great year for all of u and i wish u all the best of luck and also find enjoyment everyday!! :)

Singapore

 Singapore, went on Saturday with my parents to see the christmas lights.. awesome time.. saw alot of girls and basically alot of people.. for some of u that still dont know which is unlikely im single now and hunting HAHA.... ended with both sides agreeing to it.. still best friends tho.. but i still feel kinda weird talking to her.. so might just give excuses to avoid her awhile.

 Anywayz, back to Singapore, went to Orchard Road and this pic was taken in takashimaya i think.. cant believe how i miss christmas.. a definite holiday and also the fact where familys all get together to enjoy this moment and be happy about it. Decorations also are awesome where it gives u a sense of peace at least it does that for me.

 This were all taken from the car (very blurry) cause it was pretty late already and there was one more stop that i havent been to.... the Sands hotel and casino!!

 The Mall of Sands, most of the shops are not even open yet but there were all the branded goods from Gucci, Chanel, the works.. downside to it was there was still no place to hang out for coffee and dessert places.. at least open those first!!! a few hawker shops... so little choices.

 With utter dissapointment outside, my parents and i headed to the casino their main purpose actually.. haha ... The front is like immigration, they check ur passport and are more stringent compared to CROWN.

 Inside, should see the massive MARKET inside.. compared to CROWN... it looked more like a Massive stock exchange with thousands of people crowded and hogging every machine and table available.

 This was actually.. a roulette screen in front and hundreds of chairs with their own screens focusing on a little ball... it seriously looked more like people waiting for their passport or a computer science lecture with everybody looking at the ball to guess what number is going to hit. lolz

THis was just the ground floor there was another level and it really looked messy and more like a factory/sweatshop. MADNESS!!!!! but still awesome in a way cause its something different hahaha.. went back at 2am, and nearly got into an accident when i was about to reach my house cause the car from the opposite end actually went over the divider and got into the lane in front of us.. luckily it was a 2 lane highway so manage to swerve it but there was one more car in front of us that wasnt so lucky... it actually slammed into that car. All in all a crazy day but still fun to get away since coming back from Australia. Missing Australia now since here got no more purpose for me already...

Oh yah, just noticed that this past week i have a friend who has been acting weird.. dont know why, but he/she doesnt reply me on msn... Hope i didnt do anything wrong cause i really didnt mean any intention of saying/doing anything wrong.. but if i did.. so sorry....

random

OOOhhhhhh last few minutes before my last exam... hope it all goes well!!!... so many things happening before this...

dont know how to solve this.. started to not wear "my precious" anymore .. could it be the end?

mood is totally emo but hiding it

i wonder if i pissed off a girl just now, feel very bad for not really keeping a promise but had to catch up so can have fun together .... very sorry.. :(

DAMN emo...