Happy new Year everyone!!! My new year resolutions... i cannot be bothered about posting new stuff unto my blog.. yes.. im getting lazy during the holidays mainly cause i got so many other chores to do which has killed my interest in almost everything.. all i want to do is shut my brain off and stare at the "box with colours" in front of me ...
Anyways since its the new year.. i would like to say that it must be the year that i change for the better. Time to leave my past behind.. no more gf means more freedom to find a new one i guess haha.. but oh well like what my friends have told me.. enjoy the single life.. but i cant help but to feel lonely inside sometimes because i have been lonely my whole life.. i mean besides always being with my parents, life has always been pretty quiet as i dont have any brothers or sisters... so in all my relationships i have pushed myself to always cater to my gf and really care for her.. sometimes i feel that is my moto.. to love and care 100% for the one i love.. which in the long run never did me any good.. as it never lasts long.. maybe cause i still havent found the right one huh.. hmm.... oh well.. time will only tell.. we will always fall but that to me is the most awesome part.. it teaches u many lessons and u learn to be a better person and learn to be more matured.. haha..
Well.. i would just take this opportunity to thank my ex for teaching me alot of stuff of being a better person and i really did appreciate the stuff learned and i dont whole any grudges against her.. she was just awesome even though she had flaws.. who doesnt... we are all imperfect. Thats how all relationship grow anyways the fact that we have to live and learn and know each other pretty well.. for me i guess because we just had different paths to follow which made us not suitable after a while.. and sooo it has lead to the end of my relationships and into the single life.
There are kinda rumours going on that i actually like a girl but truth is.. i just feel that we are friends.. nothing more.. I was just being a little bit caring cause she had problems thats all so i hope that rumour would just die down afterawhile but i cant be bothered now anyways as i have new targets of my own.. wahahaa.. yes.. im desperate some might say but hey its good to have crushes once in a while. Good to keep that heart pumping... hahaha.. but..
THE MAIN AIM IS TO GRADUATE!!!! OMG!!!.. really wasting life to get stuck in monash.. if i continue the lecturer would be my best pal... keep on meeting the lecturer.. lolz.. and oh yah..
I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE TO THE BADMINTON CLUB AND ITS MEMBERS AS I WOULD BE STEPPING DOWN FROM MY PRESIDENT POST!!
Unfortunately that was one of the conditions that my parents had given me in order for me to return to Australia to continue my studies.. So i would like to apologize to everyone for pulling out now and thank you to everyone who voted for me.. I hope i would still be able to help the club out from time to time and regretly never got to show my promise of running the club to please the members.
And i think that should be it for now.. kinda regret with some of the things i have done in the past but what is done is done and now i have to move forward... into the future...of 2011.. hope its going to be a good year seriously.. i need all the luck i can get!!! .. and also to everyone.. i hope this year would be another great year for all of u and i wish u all the best of luck and also find enjoyment everyday!! :)
